Penitent's Plea

No Retreat. No reparation
This is not that kind of sin
To request forgiveness is
To thrust some more in
The knife that pierced her skin

I'm sorry Father
For the hurt my thoughts might bring
A tender innocent soul
That does surely not deserve
The lust my depths conceal

To ask for mercy is luxury
I know I even remotely can't afford
Just grant me you will
Catch her precious heart
When I miss my step and fall

Look What you've Done

Life was simple
Till you smiled
In that pretty long dress
Everything changed!

There standing
A two-legged tripod
I became. Hypnotised
By the scent of your candid soul
And corners of your gorgeous frame
The steady texture of your tones
Enticing me more
This is chaos!

But please stay
Let's take one more sip of chance
Let's drive some more into the night
Give me a moment more to try
To find my feet again

I'll say goodnight tomorrow
If today was just a dream
Till then I'll embrace these shadows
Wow!
Look what you've done to me.

Hard Chase

Like a mirage, I chase
You elude me
Charmed by your light
Hey, hello, hi, Excuse me
Exquisitely striding on
Yet effortlessly
You confuse me
With confidence and beauty
So elegant yet subtly
You refuse me

O, virtous woman!
Just a word or two
Let me hear you speak to me
You just might want this too
And If perharps you're shy
Then maybe just a nod would do
But don't expect I'll go
Before you taste my love for you

(Originally written 7th May, 2019)

Dead Men Don't Dance

We held our dusty hands
Paced steadily towards doom
Ten thousand men
From different ends of reality
charging into another
Breaths heavy as bricks
Hearts dipped in blood
Destiny came to spill
Today. This moment. Nothing Next.

Darkness everywhere
No future to see
But the fading soul of a fellow man
The widow and orphan in his eyes
The gates pf another hell
And the power of god
In the swing of my right arm
His farewell was brief

My tone, thirsting for water
Stuggles to forget the taste of blood
As five-year old innocence approaches
Proudly, swingong a wooden sword
Rejoicing with a tune on her lips
"Dance, Papa. Dance!"
"We crushed our enemies like ants"

No words to say
No muscle clould harken
All I saw was tears filling my eyes
How can she ever understand

Dead men dont dance!

(Originally written 5th June, 2019)

Never So Much

I have loved like a fool

Desired the chaos of souls colliding

Recklessly laid beside cold blades of chance

Seduced helplessly by hope

Terribly overwhelmed

By the existence of another

Mehn...

I have loved like a child

Clingy nights and colourful dreams

Unashamedly craving the simplest things

Dancing gleefully with an unguarded heart

Yet blindly trusting time

To be ever so kind

I have really loved

Like a songwriter and poet

I wrote, spoke and sang words

Broadcast my feelings

With no thought of regret

Never so much

Have I loved another soul

Like I have loved you

Seed and Juice

We found us a fruit
The seed and the juice
To split or to choose
We split and we lose
Your choice was the juice
Yout thought I'll refuse

But I didn't

Give me the seed
I have some faith
I'll put in some work
It will take some time

But I'll give you the sweetest juice
And I'll show you a fruit-ful plantation
Then you will call me a blessed man
I will smile in reply

"My brother, na God o!"

(Originally written 05/06/2019)