Never So Much

I have loved like a fool

Desired the chaos of souls colliding

Recklessly laid beside cold blades of chance

Seduced helplessly by hope

Terribly overwhelmed

By the existence of another

Mehn...

I have loved like a child

Clingy nights and colourful dreams

Unashamedly craving the simplest things

Dancing gleefully with an unguarded heart

Yet blindly trusting time

To be ever so kind

I have really loved

Like a songwriter and poet

I wrote, spoke and sang words

Broadcast my feelings

With no thought of regret

Never so much

Have I loved another soul

Like I have loved you

Things I Want

I want to love you

Every single day

Hold and touch you

In every single way

Whisper to your ears

Deep things

Unshareable

Yet fascinating

I want to call your name

In the sweetest possible tones

Softly, dramatically

Mischievously, majestically

Innocent and suggestlively

Every shade of loving

I want to be with you

Till my nose learns your scent

Eyes closed

I'll know when you're there

And all my clothes

Carry strands of your hair

I want to play

Fight and settle with you

Tease and prank you

Make you laugh recklessly

Shy and blush endlessly

I want to grow with you

Make mistakes and learn with you

Share regrets and joys

Make memories and milestones

I want to be your 'main gee'

Sincerent mirror

Biggest fan

Prayer partner

Surest friend

I want to entertain you

Performing exclusive act

Write you poems daily

Sing you songs often

Dance embarrassingly

Moves you've never seen

I want to go on and on

Many things I want

Inexaustible in words

Or maybe just three

I want you

To be happy, and with me

I want a life with you

And I want your response

(Originally written October 31, 2018)